Today, I realized that one of the biggest challenge of my life is ahead and icing on the cake is that I don't have enough time. I am racing with time and I have lost so many times before but I came back. Maybe those come backs were because of my no care attitude or drive for success. But this time it is not about success, it is about my life and about my future with someone special. It all started in morning with a small fight, which destroyed everything at the end of the day. I really regret and I feel that I should have kept my mouth shut to prevent such kind of outcome. Also, I have destroyed life of someone special. I am sure no one feels good after knowing that you are the reason for someone's destruction. I am not feeling good, and it is result of my ill doings. I have to change myself, I am not like this. Once, I was a carefree young boy who used to solve problems and help that special one to recover from miseries. But now, I am the one who is giving birth to those mi...