After getting rejection in screening itself. I was little disappointed. I was not ready to accept this failure. I have always seen myself as a deserving candidate for armed forces. But something was wrong, which lead to my rejection in screening itself. I had applied for university entry scheme of Indian army, and I got SSB call for it.  As it clashed with my CDSE SSB, and I preferred CDSE SSB over UES INDIAN ARMY SSB, so I didn't appear on the first date. They called me again for the same course at Allahabad in absentee batch. Allahabad is considered as mecca of all SSBs. It is one of the oldest selection center in the country.  I had one month time, and I started preparing. I didn't concentrate on the reasons which lead to my rejection in screening. Once again I was preparing for psychology, interview and group task, which was the 2nd phase testing. I booked my tickets for Allahabad. I felt that may be I will make it in army. I was going w...