Today, I realized that one of the biggest challenge of my life is ahead and icing on the cake is that I don't have enough time. I am racing with time and I have lost so many times before but I came back. Maybe those come backs were because of my no care attitude or drive for success. But this time it is not about success, it is about my life and about my future with someone special.
It all started in morning with a small fight, which destroyed everything at the end of the day. I really regret and I feel that I should have kept my mouth shut to prevent such kind of outcome. Also, I have destroyed life of someone special. I am sure no one feels good after knowing that you are the reason for someone's destruction. I am not feeling good, and it is result of my ill doings. I have to change myself, I am not like this. Once, I was a carefree young boy who used to solve problems and help that special one to recover from miseries. But now, I am the one who is giving birth to those miseries.
I tried to end all this by running away and tried to book ticket on a website, but even life doesn't want me to leave these things. The userID and password was not matching and I was not able to book the ticket. Booking of ticket was impulsive decision and I think one of the wrong decision ever taken by me. I am not that kind of person who likes to run away from the situations. I am the one who likes to face them and overcome the problems.
One thing I have learnt from today's incidence that in a fight or conflict solution will come iff one will compromise. And if the other person is not ready to change himself or herself then you have to take the initiative so that you can save that thing which you love the most. This is once again my call, and I have to change myself. Maybe I am surrendering but the truth is that it is not about victory or defeat, it is about saving one thing which two person have created after so much sacrifice. I am at that corner of my life that one decision will ruin everything. I know I am not going to regret for this decision but once again this is the time to leave the fate behind and to create my own fate with efforts and sacrifice.
A relationship is not just about love or affection or care, it is about level of sacrifice which you make to keep relationship alive!
It all started in morning with a small fight, which destroyed everything at the end of the day. I really regret and I feel that I should have kept my mouth shut to prevent such kind of outcome. Also, I have destroyed life of someone special. I am sure no one feels good after knowing that you are the reason for someone's destruction. I am not feeling good, and it is result of my ill doings. I have to change myself, I am not like this. Once, I was a carefree young boy who used to solve problems and help that special one to recover from miseries. But now, I am the one who is giving birth to those miseries.
I tried to end all this by running away and tried to book ticket on a website, but even life doesn't want me to leave these things. The userID and password was not matching and I was not able to book the ticket. Booking of ticket was impulsive decision and I think one of the wrong decision ever taken by me. I am not that kind of person who likes to run away from the situations. I am the one who likes to face them and overcome the problems.
One thing I have learnt from today's incidence that in a fight or conflict solution will come iff one will compromise. And if the other person is not ready to change himself or herself then you have to take the initiative so that you can save that thing which you love the most. This is once again my call, and I have to change myself. Maybe I am surrendering but the truth is that it is not about victory or defeat, it is about saving one thing which two person have created after so much sacrifice. I am at that corner of my life that one decision will ruin everything. I know I am not going to regret for this decision but once again this is the time to leave the fate behind and to create my own fate with efforts and sacrifice.
A relationship is not just about love or affection or care, it is about level of sacrifice which you make to keep relationship alive!
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